I feel like I should be shamelessly promoting my jewelry on here to drive business to my etsy shop…should I, or shouldn’t I?
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Haven’t been on here since, oh, just before the wedding! Not much going on, these days. Moving out of Mom’s again, finally, and into a house with Hubby, Grandma and Bro-In-Law. Hope that won’t make me INSANE like I think it has the potential to. Jenny is going to be on her own, we shall see how long it takes before she is begging to live on our couch. HA. Not gonna happen. ...
You assaulted a disabled person. Not just any person, though. You assaulted your disabled brother. What do you have to say for yourself?? “If you kick me out, you will lose me as your sister. I am talking no more contact.” Is that supposed to be a threat? It sounds like motivation to me!! Who would want someone around who has such entitlement issues? Who would want someone around who...
They’re talking about breaking up n MY heart wont stop breaking. I wish so badly that they could make it work…the kids are so young.
All the worthless people in my life, just go away already. If you can’t handle me being me, a little disagreement, or you not getting your way, then go the fuck away. Seriously. I do not need to waste another ounce of my precious life on you.
God, I hope I fit into my dress, still, this Thursday. I have a feeling like I’ve put on some weight since trying it on last. I just don’t want that ugly backfat roll. I think if Andrea can lace me in the right way, I won’t have anything to worry about. I just don’t want to look ugly on my big day with Gerard. It’s such a special day.
In June of 1971, just days before his 26-year-old... →
bride2be: Michael Reagan Manhattan Beach, California June 1971 Dear Mike: Enclosed is the item I mentioned (with which goes a torn up IOU). I could stop here but I won’t. You’ve heard all the jokes that have been rousted around by all the “unhappy marrieds” and cynics. Now, in case no one has suggested it, there is another viewpoint. You have entered into the most meaningful relationship there...
A week ago today I started using a calorie counter app on my phone. I’m really becoming aware of what I eat and how much I eat. I didn’t hit the gym all of last week, and I still lost a half pound. This week, I am still counting, but going back to the gym. I hope I see better results, but I will be happy with results, regardless. I hope to lose all 56 lbs before Christmas, to give...
So goddamn aggravated over this
I hate when I decide that I want to do something with a purpose or a meaning and I share it with people I am close with and everyone, in one way or another, tells me my decision is stupid. I got $15k from my Grandmother, which was actually left from my Uncle when he passed away over 10 years ago. I used $2300 to pay off my credit card debt, leaving me with my car loan, car insurance and my...
Gerard told me tonight that when he kisses me in my sleep, I smile. :) I should’ve figured as much, cuz I love when he kisses me.
Missing you tonight
I miss you tonight so much, Gerard. I don’t want you to work that stupid early shift again tomorrow. I hate your job, they treat you like shit, they don’t give you your work schedule with any advanced notice. They are cutting your hours with that damn early shift. It takes you away from your family n from me n wastes your night cuz then you’re awake all night with nothing to do....
So its been a week now since Gerard and I looked at the rings at JCPenny. I’ve had 3 nightmares about him cheating on me and breaking up with me since then. I haven’t had one in a few days, but its haunting me! I don’t know if I’m just getting scared because we just might be getting to that point in our relationship where he isn’t completely terrified of marriage,...
This is 2 weeks in a row seeing bride Brooke on Say Yes to the Dress Atlanta and crying. I feel her with not having Rochelle anymore. Breaks my heart everytime I see her break down.
frustrated...but not giving up
Haven’t stepped on a scaqle in a few weeks cuz the battery in my bathroom scale died. Used the Wii balance board, since it tracks my weight for me. Been dieting, with occassionally treating myself to a cupcake, or a brownie, maybe some ice cream. Well, aparently, I can’t eat SHIT outside of Naked juice, V8, or a lean meat n veggies dinner, because if I do, regardless of my low calorie...
Day 3 at the gym
Today is my 3rd day heading to the gym in a huge effort to lose all this weight that I should’ve gotten rid of a long time ago. I feel proud of myself so far. As much as I think plus size women are beautiful, I don’t feel beautiful in my own skin so I’m trying my besy to change that now.
Sitting under the hair dryer just waiting for midnight to roll around so I can take my shower. I hope my outfits tomorrow look good if I end up in pictures (fingers are crossed). I absolutely love going to bean hollow, I hope Jenny enjoys it. I think she will take great photos. The pics I wanna get are me in the sand. I’m gonna wear my white skirt with my white tube top and this gorgeous...